Big Bang All Chapter 8 Troubled

~Ji Yong POV~

Seungri loves me? I felt as if I just got smacked in the face. I hadn't even had the slightest clue he had any romantic feeling toward me. I mean sure, we all love each other like brothers. Well, not including me and Seung Hyun but still- "Anyways, I'm sorry to bother you with that Hyung but I just really wanted to tell you that. I know you're with Seung Hyun now but I wanted to admit it to you someday." said Seungri, who interupted my thoughts.

I looked at him and I saw he was staring at the ground, blushing. I opened my mouth to comfort him but I stopped, unusure if I should. It might just make him feel worse. Once again, Seungri interuppted my thoughts. But this time was different. This time I was pushed against the wall. "Seungri, what are you doing?!" I yelled. Seungri looked into my eyes and I noticed he looked troubled. "Seungri.." I whispered. "Please stop." Seungri put both of his hands on my cheeks and brought his head closer to mine.

"Seungri?" I whispered once again to relize that both Seungri and I were crying. I moved my right hand to Seungri's back and began to brush it. Which I thought was the best comforting thing I could do at this moment. But what happened next was unexpected because the next thing I knew I found Seungri's lips on mine.

~Seungri POV~

I wanted to kiss him. Just once. At least once. I know I'll regret this later but I need to do this. I could feel him trying to push me away from him. I think he should have been able to but for some reason i don't think he used his full strength. He seemed to give up when I wrapped my hands around his waist pulling us closer. But even though he wasn't trying to break away anymore, he wasn't kissing back.

Eventually the kiss ended and I found Ji Yong staring at me, looking worried. I started to panic and moved away from him. "Oh! I'm so sorry Hyung! I just wanted to kiss you once! I'm sorry!" I yelled with more tears rolling down my face. Ji Yong wrap his arms around my chest and pulled me into a embrace. I buried my face into his neck, getting his shirt wet. "Seungri." began Ji Yong. I grunted to let him know I was listening.

"Let's talk about this at home, ok? After my date, I'll come home and we can talk." said Ji Yong. I nodded against his chest. I pulled away from his grasp and then stared at him. "You're not mad?" I asked confused. I was sure he would be. "We'll talk about it at home." he said back. I sighed but nodded. I exited the bathroom and then went out the main entrance, heading for home.

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When I walked through the front door of the house we all shared I saw somthing I really didn't expect to see. On the couch was a pantless Young Bae, being layed on top of by Daesung, who's pants were pulled to his knees. They were making out with each other. I stood there, my mouth hanging open for a couple of seconds before Young Bae opened his eyes for a second and noticed me. He muffled, which got Daesung to get off of him and notice me too.

"Oh um.. welcome home!" said a nervous, smiling Daesung. I sighed, after taking a couple of seconds to relize what was going on, and went upstairs, to my room. I layed my self on my bed so I was on my stomach, and I layed there and cried until Ji Yong and Seung Hyun came home.

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After the rest of the household went to bed, me and Ji Yong sat in the living room to began the talk he promised earlier. "Are you mad at me Hyung?" I asked quietly. Ji Yong replied. "How could I? You love me Seungri. I didn't even notice. You should be mad at me!" I stared at him shocked. He think I should be mad at him?! "I'm not mad at YOU Hyung!" I exclaimed. He looked at me sadly and then began to rest his head on my shoulder. "I'm sorry Seungri! That I never noticed your feelings for me!" he wailed and began crying hysterically.

I didn't know what to do. It wasn't very lucky for me either that, Seung Hyun heard the commotion and came downstairs. "What happened!?" demanded Seung Hyun when he saw Ji Yong in his current state. I opened my mouth to speak but soon closed it as I was unassure of what to say. It sounded like Ji Yong was trying to tell him somthing too but it came out as something not understandable. Seung Hyun sat down on the couch and pulled Ji Yong into his arms. I began to grow jealous.

After at least 10 minutes Ji Yong calmed down. "What's the matter Ji Yong?" asked Seung Hyun, seriously. Ji Yong looked at me for a second and then began to speak. "Can I tell him Seungri?" he asked. "I'll make sure he dosen't freak out." I thought for a moment. I should really tell Seung Hyun, he's my friend and he has to know. I nodded in Ji Yong direction and he turned to look at Seung Hyun in the eye. "Seung Hyun.. don't freak out, ok?" asked Ji Yong.

Seung Hyun looked at him for a moment and then gave a slight nod. "Well at the movie theater in the bathroom, Seungri was there and he, um, kissed me." Ji Yong said quietly. That was followed by a moment of a silence. With me blushing and staring at the ground. I hope Seung Hyun's not mad. To make sure I looked up at him and he was giving me a very scary stare. I should get out of here! I quickly walked throught the living room, up the stairs, throught the hallyway, into my room and locked the door behind me.

~Ji Yong POV~

"Wait Seungri!" I yelled as I got off of Seung Hyun and ran to the bottom of the stairs. I was awnsered by the slam of a door. I sighed and stared at Seung Hyun sadly. I gotta say he looked mad as Hell! "Seung Hyun?' I whispered. He turned his head towards me and his expression changed to that of a concerned man. He leaped of the couch and walked towards me. He embraced me and I wrapped my arms around his neck. The last thing I heard before starting to cry again was Seung Hyun asking. "Did you like the kiss with Seungri, Ji Yong?"